I'm reading tonight at the Village Zendo Reading Series, curated by Koshin Paley Ellis. Please come by if you can.
I expected to be more focused this morning, and I'm sure things would be different if I didn't have a couple of hours today to obsess about what I'm reading--and wearing. For the first time ever, I'm donning a sport coat to give a reading. I never give so much thought to appropriateness of dress anywhere else but in Manhattan. This time, I suspect I'm going to be too dressed--Koshin tells me it's a pretty casual affair--but better to be too dressed in NYC than not. The problem is that I have nothing in the middle--it's mostly polo shirts and a very few things at the other end of the spectrum, and I wonder if that says more about the last eight years than anything else. The state of our troubled country reflected in my closest!
As of this hour, I'm planning on a big old collage: some new work from Unbuilt Projects and at least a part of a chapter from The Burning House, the newly retitled, newly finished novel. Perhaps also the shortest bit from Lawnboy.
Here's something funny: it just occurred to me this morning that a lot of my newest work revolves around the loss of self, and the anxieties of all that. And here I am reading at a Zen center.
Time to get over it, I'd say.
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The loss of self doesn't have to be frightening, or not only frightening. In fact that's exactly how I'd describe the ecstatic--the loss of self in the encounter with the art work--and not just any art work can do it.
(Full disclosure: 10 years ago I swallowed Barthes' "The Pleasure of the Text" whole and my life hasn't been the same since.)
Good luck at your reading! Sorry to miss it but another time....
Hey there, Christopher,
I agree with you completely, re: the loss of self. And you're exactly right to connect this to my fixation with the ecstatic.
I haven't read the "Pleasure of the Text" in so long. You make me want to go back to it.
Thanks for your good wishes about the reading. I'm just in the door from it: I had a blast. I hope we get to meet at the L.A. reading.
Take care!
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